Ramblings:
Everything is so screwed up that my first day back to blogging, i accidentally deleted the template...sigh... so bear with me a while with the default template... The new bluepig will be out and about probably next week... shessh... Things just keeps going wrong... so wrong... >_<

Hate it to be so emo on my first day back to the blogging world... but i just can't help it. Things have been going down the Masjid Jamek river lately.

I felt as if something is missing inside. You know, that very empty feeling you have inside... been thinking a lot about my life too and where it's heading. And to wrap it all up, it's more like it's NOT heading anywhere at all. Sigh... and you know how whenever you feel terrible about yourself, everything around just tips you off easily. Like today, I snapped at a colleague during lunch just because she talks too much. Now, anything that sounds like a nag simply pisses me off. Damn I hate this feeling. I bet people around me hates it even more.

Sometimes everything, every thought, every ounce of the body hurt so bad that you just feel like breaking down and start crying like a baby but nothing's coming out... Geez... I know, I sound like someone who had just hit puberty. Bleh...

Blogging does help to ease it sometimes, well I'm trying out ways to get it over with. So I've come up with a great plan. whenever i'm going to have my "emo-blog" entry, i'll put this icon up so that you guys can just skip that part or the whole entry. Like as if there's anyone reading... Boohoo... i'm so sour i make the lemons squirmed.

Yeah, not to forget, different sizes means different level of emo too. Take for example:

This means i'm just teasing




This means i'm sooo gonna bitch about it for a loooooong time






This means i'm totally crying my heart out










and here's today's emo-blog icon...
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To those who aren't over their monday blues and felt like it's gonna be a triple combo jumbo loooooooooong screwed up week, you are welcome to share your load of misery.